and I have no idea how to reverse or renew it

in a way that might be comfortable for those involved.

All that I actually know is that I can not continue with the way things are

Can’t keep skirting around, holding the baggage

and meanwhile

You are absolutely fine, like the air isnt so thick it hurts to smile

There is a tension in the air and it seems as though

I am the only one affected enough to deal with it

guess this was always a one-sided situation

when

there is a tension in the air. -Karis N.